I cannot handle the usual day to day scenarios and happenings that many others
can.
The worst thing about this is that the hardships I endure internally are not able
to be seen externally; hence my reasoning for feeling so pathetic.
I feel like I serve beneficial purpose to others and get nothing in return.
It feels as though I will not amount to my growth goals and I’ll never be able
to produce worthy content for budgetary reasons.
Yesterday I told myself I was going to hold my head up high and enjoy the rest
of the week. I told myself that ‘I’d got this’ and it wasn’t as bad as it
seemed. I tried to convince myself that I could take steps towards a more
balanced lifestyle.
Procrastination is off the scale. I have zero energy and despite my inner
desires to complete tasks such as blogging and cos-testing, every step taken
towards a result sucks the life out of me.
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